Between dreams and illusions - 09

Series of lucid dreams, illusions and some metaphor

On a Sunday morning I woke up with a dream of another life or planet where I had inspiration and the knowledge to achieve beautiful things. Then I went to a scene where I was curious consulting messages from guides through videos that they publish on social networks. That made me have an internal dialogue in which I said several things …

Only Love is real. God being Love is also Happiness. I understand that what applies to this world of signs can be reinterpreted, but how is that the message speaks about an internal love and that I may be missing opportunities. How could it be that there are opportunities for you to miss? If they are genuine the most sensible thing is for the scenarios to be favourable so that everything corresponds unless it is a very clouded mind.

Whoever seems to be that guide does not trust a plan. Well, I had recently had a few days of hesitation, maybe that triggered an inner confidence because I can’t believe that I can’t count on my Higher Self, that it won’t use Love and understanding with me, or that a script can’t be written on crooked lines. This is what I feel, that in my essence there is a sweet and beautiful, abundant and wonderful love, that from there the possible is expressed in this world, that it is not about opportunities that come and go, but everything is perfect or you can see things with other eyes, therefore the opportunities have to come if you trust your inner Guide who knows you well and considers the avatar you have.

It is true that many people want to win the lottery without buying a ticket, or that a godmother transforms their life overnight without being able to do anything. If I was first shown a memory of that life, I find an acquired learning.

I saw myself as an engineer who developed a good project and did it alone, accompanied by the inspiration, strength and tenacity to carry it out so that it would give birth. When I know that if you build something, let’s say a ship, how are you going to do it alone, and yet I managed to do it even if years went by. So don’t tell me that while you are doing something you need commercial management and market research when that was also done, even if commercially that management was reduced.

That I am myself, believed in a love that came from within, from ideas inspired by his inner self. He went through difficulties, ambiguous experiences, enjoying the support of his family but there was no lack of criticism and confrontation from some, the coexistence and the emotions that at times made him think of throwing in the towel. He was grateful for the opportunity to cry because he was resting a little. He spent that time in the dignified space of the family home but with some reproach, he had to adjust to the fact that he almost did not generate income, as if he were a student again, and much more conditioned, he did not surround himself almost with friends and preferred to be in that solitary sense, that is why he did not dare to be in search of a girlfriend either. He set aside many things to achieve his goal by taking significant time. In that same experience he had already had a previous period in which he gave everything, giving a service, they were then two long periods, that without counting others.

Of course, as far as the world is concerned, things come to a halt, but it also depends on that inner understanding. And no, it cannot be true for me that someone says that opportunities are missed when things have been done, acting according to the possibilities and with right conscience. Who would have so many works, who would carry them out in this world if from Love they don’t express themselves, even understanding that the most beautiful works expire with the passing of the years.

It is from this Love that this universe operates even if it is in a distorted way, it still flows and flows, and continues to flow, and what is experienced as freedom is part of it.

I know I’m taking an abstract concept and applying it to a world of nuances, but I look inside and wonder what I am in the end, who I really am. Am I what makes me up in that external world or what I feel flows through my whole being? I understand that this is part of a duality and is resolved at the same time, in every moment, this is the real decision, this is the real opportunity, and then you know that it comes again if you let it go.

If most open their minds, questioning religions and end up following a spirituality of pretentious advice then I’m at another point, I’ve already moved from there too. And I say “pretentious advice” because it is true that it is appropriate to land things but just watch as they are expressed in these messages. Yes you can take what it serves, but look also at that source how it does. It is possible to find cases where the practical aspect that promotes a message is convenient and can be useful for some.

But do not tell me that who has connected with your inner self, you pass or exhaust the opportunities. Trap, trap, trap. Perhaps I’ve made a mistake in looking for a message that hasn’t been lost on me, I’ve done it for my human aspect that feels connected to that motivational factor. If that has been my mistake, I have forgiven myself and I am grateful to realize that my journey has expanded my vision.

Somehow what I feel running through my being is expressed, somehow when I am guided by that beautiful connection within me, I trust. And so it is.

At that moment I looked at my cell phone and had a message from a very close cousin that I quoted:

I know you’re a person with many skills and professionally with a good future. With appreciation I want to tell you that you have already spent more than three years by your dad’s side and I see patterns repeating themselves like what happened with my grandfather and a certain uncle. You are very important to me, but I want you to know that if your father is absent, do not count on me to continue the patterns that are not healthy for you.

Then I realized that I was still dreaming because I didn’t recognize that cousin’s face, nor that story, and I stopped before responding to the message. I had a dream within a dream, and I wondered how it was possible that even if you recognize that you are immersed in a script that seems to have continuity and consistency as it should but when it comes to absurd or ridiculous things you don’t take enough care. The funny thing is that sometimes you don’t want to participate and you need to do your part of the script, other times it’s too much not to get involved. Then it seems that it’s not enough to realize that everything is a dream. So it’s possible in a later moment to forgive, to remember that innocence outside the context of the dream, to free yourself or at least open that door by giving it all to the highest part of your Self.

Although I woke up for an instant I went back to sleep and dreamed again. This time, I supposedly had a son who was beginning his university studies. He was sharing a room for a while that was getting a little longer. My son had an argument with his roommate in which at one point he screamed at him like a bolt of thunder. The other person’s position was to handle the situation in his favor with the intention of throwing the ball of guilt and using the victim’s card indicating that he would not talk to him anymore, adding that this type of shouting had no forgiveness from God. When my son told me that there were attitudes of hate from his roommate towards him and that from a silly discussion he wanted to clarify something and comment on what he was observing, without expecting it he fell into a script that led him to the scream and a lesser frequency, then I saw myself as a being that was not in that world, I was more like an etheric counselor for that son, although in a still human position, I told him:

Take it easy, son. I understand you and I know you, you’re not someone who seeks to fight and you could count the times you reach that point and have been rather few, nor are they necessary and it is a human issue that you can rectify it within you. Usually you do not see what is behind the veil, the anger that apparently you have had this brother can be induced by external agents, has also hovered in the air an unconscious hatred in your world. Moreover, it is a good sign that in the midst of living together you have kept your cool most of the time and this repels those who are not in the same frame of mind. If you regain peace and focus on the fact that you have been doing the right thing by being light and a witness to another way of living, what has to change will change. You may have already noticed that for years a good part of the recognized media have been presenting what is known as “fake news”, from this you learn that in the world of appearances you may be observing that, “fake news”, so don’t pay any more attention to it, although it may be useful to confirm the opposite and clarify your intuition. And if it helps you, what he told you about that there was no forgiveness from God, unknowingly makes a lot of sense, since the Supreme Father knows no dream world or guilt to forgive, he only recognizes his innocent Son being as he created him, in that instance there is no criterion for forgiveness. Bless, from within you envelop everything with the light of divine love and forgiveness, deliver this and also remember the innocence of the essence to which you now have access and of which everything that is and nothing else is a part …

In the world of characters and vibration, it can be observed. He who seeks harmony in his heart knows how to distinguish what is what even in the world of dreams, and if he takes care of this he will find people with healthy minds or close to them. However, a person on the path of healing may look unhealthy to someone absorbed by the world’s criteria, so that even the healthy one is unhealthy to the unhealthy one because of his or her inverted thinking. People with a closed heart still use arguments in the name of love, clearly of an intellectual nature and for their own convenience. Moreover, the thief judges by his condition. But these reflections from the individual sub-conscious or the collective unconscious come well to correct them, exposing them under the Light of a right Mind, the Inner Guide.

On the other hand, it is also true that when you have gone through an unfavourable situation you realize who you can really count on. Therefore, there is usually no point in making the madness appear when you are the different one or the madman. In the world of the blind, whoever can see a little has an advantage for both higher and practical purposes, and if the blind person cannot see anything he may one day consider recognizing that the advantage of whoever is beside him may be of help, unless he persists in his folly or it is too late if that person is no longer beside him.

I think that was a mild nightmare and those too fade away, you can even smile.

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